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Ted Lasso ([personal profile] theodorelasso) wrote in [community profile] trashchildren2021-06-24 07:33 pm

For Joan

Continued from here.

(warnings: sexytimes. also, panic attacks, brutal violence, attempted murder, discussion of suicide and actual murder... )
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
She feels how tightly he's hugging her, and she tightens her own hold on him, wanting to reassure him. Wanting to reassure herself. She knows he loves her, and she loves him, but sometimes circumstances just tear people apart. God knows they've already come close a couple times.

"I love you," she whispers, tightening her hold further. "So much."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Those unshed tears cause her heart to ache a little.

She leans in, takes his face in her hands, and kisses him one last time. Then she pulls back and sighs before smiling. "Definitely. Don't want to keep Keeley and Roy waiting."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
Joan slides her arms into the sleeves without too much effort. There's still a little bit of strain, but it's getting noticeably better.

"I cannot wait for Roy and Sherlock to meet," she says with a grin. "They're just going to scowl at each other for hours."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
Joan shifts so that she's facing away from Ted to make it easier for him to undo her braids and brush her hair. She smiles at the comment about Roy and Beard. "I can totally see that. Who needs an irresistible force when you can have two immovable objects?"
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
She grins. "Yes you are, and I love you for it. But I'm going to hazard a guess that you're not usually around when Roy and Beard get into their staring contests."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
"Mmm. Makes sense."

Joan gets that it's been hard for Roy to come back to the club after his retirement. She remembers how, when she decided to leave medicine, she didn't go back to the hospital, even though she had had friends there. In her case there was shame and guilt involved, but still. It was a world she had left and was no longer a part of.
Edited 2021-09-11 16:16 (UTC)
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-11 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
She closes her eyes, enjoying the feeling of him playing with her hair.

"Is there anything Keeley or Roy like?"
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-12 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
"That would probably be best. Sherlock can bring over our extensive collection of take-out menus from 221B."

She reaches behind her to touch his knee affectionately.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-12 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
Joan smiles as he kisses her shoulder. She loves all the little ways he gives her physical affection. It makes her feel so very loved, which is particularly nice with the physical difficulties she's fighting through.

As he moves to the other side she reaches out to take and squeeze his hand for just a moment before letting go and turning so he can get to the other side of her hair.

"Hard to argue with the Crown & Anchor," she remarks with a smile.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-12 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
In their present circumstances, she doesn't necessarily see that as a downside. Spending most of their recovery time snuggled up (and occasionally having sex) sounds perfect as they recover.

"Mae is a treasure," Joan agrees with a smile. "I love it when she's yelling at the TV with those superfans."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-12 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Pretty sure there was cricket somewhere in there," Joan says, amused.

She smiles, gently touching the braids. "I can't wait to see it!" She holds out her hands for Ted to help her to her feet.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-09-12 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
She stands, and staggers, grabbing his arms to steady herself.

"I'm good," she says quickly so he doesn't freak out.