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Ted Lasso ([personal profile] theodorelasso) wrote in [community profile] trashchildren2021-06-24 07:33 pm

For Joan

Continued from here.

(warnings: sexytimes. also, panic attacks, brutal violence, attempted murder, discussion of suicide and actual murder... )
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
The place is pretty empty, especially since Joan is used to the Brownstone or 221B, which are both full of the most odd and wonderful things.

"We should go shopping," she says in agreement, looking around. "Bookshelves would be nice. Some art for the walls. Maybe replace some of the furniture if we find things we like better."

Sherlock did a great job of setting the place up on short notice, but if they're going to live here it's good to make it theirs.

Joan shakes her head a little, looking toward the living room. "Wow," she murmurs softly, mostly to herself.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
Joan is a bit lost in thought, so she blinks as his hum brings her back. "Mmm? Oh. I was just thinking that it usually takes me a while to make a place my own. When I was a sober companion, I lived with my clients, so I didn't really have a space of my own." She gives Sherlock a glance and a smile. "Professional nomad," she says, echoing his words from a long time ago. "I got used to not really personalizing the places where I lived, sort of subconsciously expecting that I wouldn't be there long. But here...I'm looking forward to making this place ours."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
She hadn't expected to be in London longer than a few days, a week at most, when she met Ted and everything changed. What their future holds for them is still an open question, with so many possibilities of where they might physically end up. What matters is that they make a life together, and making a place theirs is just a physical manifestation of that.
formersurgeon: (sideways at Sherlock)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
Ted is absolutely correct that Sherlock's priority is his partnership with Watson, and always will be.

"I at one time considered London to be my passion," he says, setting down his silverware on his empty plate. "And New York to be a place of exile. However, things have since changed, quite significantly. The people who are important in my life are, for the most part, in New York. London remains as fascinating a city as ever, but there is something missing."
formersurgeon: (muscle memory)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Joan is touched that Ted remembers their names. He's never met them, only heard her talk about them, so she appreciates that he cares enough to notice and remember.

"And Alfredo," Sherlock responds. "Among others."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
"A man who was once my sponsor," he says plainly, not shying at all from the implied reference to his addiction. "And has since become a friend. He also taught Watson how to steal a car."

Joan wasn't expecting that, and she rolls her eyes. "He's a reformed car thief who now gets paid to test high end car security systems. And I've never actually stolen a car."

"You could if the need arose," Sherlock points out. "It is a valuable skill."
formersurgeon: (looking at Sherlock)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Sherlock frowns in confusion, not understanding where the disconnect is. Joan gets it.

"Not that kind of sponsor," she says. "In 12 step programs a sponsor is basically a mentor. A fellow addict you can turn to when you're struggling."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mmm," Sherlock hums with an approving nod toward Watson for the explanation. "Alfredo is...exceptional. He is not as vital to my life as Watson, obviously. But he makes my life just...a little bit better."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-07 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"I look forward to introducing you to them," Joan says. Ted is so unerringly friendly that Joan can't imagine any of their friends not liking him, even if they're taken aback when his midwestern cheerfulness collides with their New York cynicism.
formersurgeon: (sideways at Sherlock)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-08 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
"Provided we give them a heads-up, we could go now," Sherlock answers. He can understand Ted's desire to take care of the matter expeditiously. Putting it off would only encourage rumination on the matter, and Ted clearly wants to do right by Mr. Chapman, despite how violently Chapman did wrong by Ted.

"When can Beard come over?" Joan asks.
formersurgeon: (whispers in her ear)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-08 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
"We can wait for him to arrive," Sherlock suggests, "before we depart for the morgue."

He knows that Ted is concerned about leaving Watson home alone, and to be entirely honest, he is too. He knows it's not fully rational, that Watson has been doing well and there's no reason to think something terrible will happen if she's left alone. But so many terrible things have happened.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-08 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
Joan gets it. In other situations she might chafe against that protectiveness, stubbornly independent and intent on avoiding being vulnerable. But with everything that has happened, and with these two men, she feels so loved and cared for, and she loves them both in return.

"That sounds great," she says with a smile. It will definitely be more comfortable, and she'll take all the cuddling she can get before they go.
formersurgeon: (angus helped)

[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-10-08 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
They both have so much healing to do. Caring for and allowing themselves to be cared for by each other are two sides of the same coin, both profound expressions of love.

Joan is going to keep pushing herself right now, though. "It's not far." She smiles. "And now I have more energy because of all that french toast."

Sherlock rises as well to help Watson, although he hangs back a little to see how Ted responds.