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Ted Lasso ([personal profile] theodorelasso) wrote in [community profile] trashchildren2021-06-24 07:33 pm

For Joan

Continued from here.

(warnings: sexytimes. also, panic attacks, brutal violence, attempted murder, discussion of suicide and actual murder... )
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
She's glad for his help, even if still frustrated she needs it. She wonders if she'll get used to needing help before she doesn't need it anymore.

When he holds out the showerhead, she half reached for it, then pulled back. "It might be better to keep it on the wall," she says.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh right." She holds her hand in the spray and nods. "It's perfect."

They have washed each other before, so it's a little different from being carried around and dressed and fed. She actually looks forward to it.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Joan smiles at that kiss, then leans back against him with a sigh, enjoying the feel of the warm water on her bare skin. She takes the loofah and begins to scrub gently at the gunk on her chest.

"Yes, please," she says to the offer. It would be hard to do that on her own.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
She closes her eyes and sighs in pleasure as he gently massages her scalp.

"That feels good," she murmurs. She smiles. "I'll allow it," she teases. It helps that she can see him doing this for her even if she wasn't too weak to do it herself.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Sex in the shower is definitely something Joan would love to explore when she's well again, but for the moment this gentle, non-sexual intimacy is perfect.

"I've thought about cutting it at times," she muses with a smile. "But I think it looks good in a ponytail."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
The water feels so good that Joan almost missed that last bit. "Wait," she says as it finally registers. "Beard had a ponytail? When?"
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"I believe it!" Beard has already shown a number of sides of himself to Joan, each delightful in their own way. She's fond of the man.

"It would be nice to see him," she says, almost wistfully.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"That would be good," she agrees. She had forgotten about him going to the club. "How are you feeling about talking to the team?" She can imagine it's going to be complicated at best.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"I get that." She knows it's never easy for a trauma victim to have to repeat their story over and over. "Do you think Beard could talk to the team for you?"
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
She can understand that. She wishes she could go with him and be there for moral support. She reaches back with her right and and gently brushes her fingertips against his legs, wanting to offer at least a little bit of comfort.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles into the kiss. She loves that they love and support each other, even when there are things they have to face on their own for one reason or another.

She goes back to scrubbing at the gunk on her chest. "I hate this stuff," she comments. "I mean, I love it when it's doing its job, but I hate the residue."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"The electrodes," she says. "It's important that the adhesive not come off with the moisture and oils from the skin, but that also means soap and water are less than effective."

The spots are starting to wash away now, though, much to Joan's relief.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Exactly," she says, the last of the adhesive peeling off and washing away.

She puts her hands in her lap, leans back against Ted, closes her eyes, and just enjoys the moment, the warmth of the water and of the man she loves, the feel of his fingers gently combing through her hair. She takes a deep breath and sighs it out, feeling a lot of her worry and tension washing away.