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Ted Lasso ([personal profile] theodorelasso) wrote in [community profile] trashchildren2021-06-24 07:33 pm

For Joan

Continued from here.

(warnings: sexytimes. also, panic attacks, brutal violence, attempted murder, discussion of suicide and actual murder... )
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Part of her wishes they could just stay that way indefinitely. She's so comfortable, and feeling so safe and loved. But she knows it has to come to an end eventually, if only to prevent becoming wrinkled beyond recognition.

She smiles and sits up, then hands him the loofah. "Yes please."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"We have a bathtub back in New York," she says as she bends forward a little. "Apartments in London are too small in a lot of ways, but you really see it in the bathrooms."

While she has no intention of leaving London any time soon, there are things about New York that she misses, things even as small as the brownstone's bathtub.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles down at him and touches his cheek, then his hair.

"There's a lot more space in Kansas," she remarks. "London and Brooklyn are both on islands." Then, more softly: "I would love to go to Kansas with you someday."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-20 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"We do," she agrees, smiling back at him. She shares his belief that everything will work out in the end, but she does wonder where that will be. London might be the best for the two of them, but she wonders if he'll get homesick for Kansas, or if she'll get homesick for New York.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles a little at the question, Ted demonstrating his attentiveness. "Just wondering about our hometowns," she says. "And what to do if we get homesick at some point."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, me too," Joan says softly. She pauses, frowning faintly, thinking about his use of the word 'whenever.' "Do you think you'll end up leaving it?"
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
She gets that, even if it makes her sad. She's not sure where she would fit in that picture, but she's always known that he will choose his son over her if it ever comes down to it.

"He could come here," she offers quietly. "You could share custody with Michelle. We've talked about that before. It could be a wonderful thing for him to have a home here with you in London."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
She looks up at him at that, understanding now that she absolutely has a place in whatever life he chooses. Whatever life they choose.

She gives him a smile. "I think there's the most here for both of us. But we can find what works for us."

She reaches out for his hand.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles into that kiss. "Definitely no rush," she agrees. Right now they don't have to worry about anything besides taking care of each other and getting better.

"No raisining," she agrees playfully. "It'll also be nice to snuggle in bed with you for a while." Breakfast and a shower are proving to be the limit of her energy.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Joan accepts the towel with a smile and starts drying herself the best she can. It feels good to have Ted gently drying her hair and her back, and she closes her eyes to enjoy the sensation.

Once she's done she rests the towel in her lap.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Joan chuckles at that. "Here," she says, carefully leaning forward and bowing her head. "Drape my hair up and over my head, then wrap the towel around from the nape of my neck to my forehead."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-08-21 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
He looks delightfully silly, and Joan can't help but laugh.

"Utterly ridiculous," she says with a grin. "And I love it."