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Ted Lasso ([personal profile] theodorelasso) wrote in [community profile] trashchildren2021-06-24 07:33 pm

For Joan

Continued from here.

(warnings: sexytimes. also, panic attacks, brutal violence, attempted murder, discussion of suicide and actual murder... )
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"They do," she says with a smile. "The London Chinatown gate is beautiful. It's also one of the best places to get food."

She pauses for a moment, smiling as she hears him getting into bed.

"Where will you take me when we visit Kansas City?" she asks softly.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd love to take Henry to Legoland," she says, smiling. Then her smile fades a little as her voice softens.

"I'm so sorry I didn't get to meet Henry."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
She doesn't tell him about having gotten right to the door before balking upon seeing how happy Ted was with Henry and Michelle. She's disappointed with herself for not knowing that Ted loved her, and doesn't want him to feel bad about the chance so narrowly missed.

"That's definitely true," she agrees. It had not been the easiest of times for anyone. Throwing in a difficult situation like introducing a new girlfriend would have been suboptimal, to say the least.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"That is an excellent point," she says. "Maybe everything worked out for the best." She smiles, thinking of Leibniz. "The best of all possible worlds."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 04:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd like that," she answers just as softly. She wishes she could be there with him, especially tonight, but this will have to do.

"I love you, Ted," she murmurs.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
She laughs softly. "Right." She smiles playfully. "Gottfried."
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
She smiles. "Leibniz," she repeats gently. She can hear his voice getting sleepier, and her voice gets softer, to help ease him into sleep. "I'm right here," she assures him. She can imagine it's hard to be alone after what he's been through.
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[personal profile] formersurgeon 2021-07-10 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
He goes quiet, and Joan can just barely hear his breath, slow and soft. She smiles sadly, missing him so much. She waits, listening to him breathe, making sure that he's asleep before she hangs up.

"I love you," she whispers once more, hoping his subconscious hears her.

She ends the call, then presses the phone to her chest, staring up at the ceiling, her heart aching.