trashchildren | For Joan

Joan tends to be private as well, which is why Sherlock would be explicit to needle her. Well. Extra explicit at least.

Sherlock collects their bowls and heads out to put them away and in search of a brush and hair bands. He returns a few minutes later with the requested items. He sets them on the bed by Ted, then retreats to return to the living room to give them some alone time.

Ted starts parting Joan's hair while Sherlock is off fetching stuff. He quietly thanks him, then starts brushing her hair and parting it into sections. He really likes her hair, so nice and soft to the touch, though of course it's a bit damp right now. That just makes it easier to braid.

Joan closes her eyes and smiles softly as he works on her hair.

"If you had a daughter, what would you want to name her?" she asks quietly. She had wanted to say "if we had a daughter," but if the thought of having their own place was too much, the thought of having kids together is right out.

"Well, Michelle wanted to name her after her grandmother, Emma. But now? I dunno. Maybe one of my grandmothers, but then your choices are Ethel and Maude, so," he answers with a chuckle. "Hey, you wanna know who I'm named for?"

Your choices. She smiles at that.

"I've thought of naming a girl Mary after my mother," she remarks. She raises her eyebrows at Ted's offer. "Sure! Were you named after a relative?"

He's definitely imagined having kids with Joan before. In the vague, possible future, sure, but the thought has occurred to him. After they talked about how she'd wanted to adopt.

"No, not a relative. Well, how about you guess? Not that many famous Theodores out there," he challenges her, grinning.

She likes the thought of having kids with Ted. She knows he's great with kids, and that any kids they have together will be so loved and cherished.

"Were your parents Teddy Roosevelt fans?"

"Nope, though that's the obvious one," he answers, smiling. "Remember, my dad was a sports fan too," he hints, giving her shoulder a little nudge. He carefully finishes one braid and ties it off with a hairband. "Can you turn around a bit?" he asks, scooting as far as he can to get to her other side.

Joan thinks about it as she moves, a welcome distraction from how difficult moving is. She settles, taking a couple deep breaths to encourage her muscles to relax.

"Was your dad a baseball fan?" she asks finally.

Ted kisses her shoulder, as comfort for how much she struggles to move. Though at least she's able to. That's already better than yesterday.

"Heey, there you go!" he says when she asks about the baseball. He leans around her a bit to offer her an excited high five.

His kisses are so sweet, and she's grateful for his support. It's hard to have to struggle with simple things, but that pain is soothed by his care. She knows he doesn't see her as less capable. He feels for her, but he doesn't pity her, and that's important.

She gives him the high five with a grin. "So, why did your dad love Ted Williams enough to name his son after him?"

"Well, his dad was from Boston, and took him to a bunch of games as a kid. And Williams was my grandpa's favorite player," Ted explains, going back to brushing and braiding her hair. "So it was like... something that reminded him of good father-son bonding, you know? Wasn't so much about the baseball as it was the time they spent together."

She smiles. "That's wonderful." Joan doesn't know much about Ted's dad. Little more than the fact he died when Ted was sixteen, really. But the clear love he has for him and Ted's devotion to his own son suggests to Joan that the elder Lasso was an amazing person and father.

Ted himself doesn't know that much about his dad. Obviously he knows a fair amount, but there was so much they just never got to talk about.

"And then... Well, Henry's named after my dad," he says, a bit softer. "Once we found out it was a boy, there wasn't really much question. What about you, why'd your parents name you Joan?" he asks, not giving her much time to comment on Henry's name. "Or... Jingyi?" he adds. He gets pretty close, though still with that Kansas sound.

She smiles as he says her Chinese name. It's close, closer than it was before, and Joan wonders if he's been practicing. She wouldn't be surprised.

"Jingyi was my grandmother's name," she says. "My mom's mom. She was an immigrant from China and didn't really speak a lot of English, and I remember my mom having us spend time with her so we'd learn Mandarin. I was better at it when I was a kid. I'm pretty sure Joan was my father's idea."

He may have practiced a little bit. He found a youtube video.

"Probably a good way to learn a language," he observes. "That's nice, though, I bet she was real happy you were named after her."

She nods. "I think she was. She wouldn't ever say it out loud, though. She was traditional in a lot of ways, which included a sense of humility that was common among immigrant Chinese women of her generation."

Joan's hand moves to find Ted's knee, idly brushing it with her fingertips.

Ted smiles at the touch of affection. He finishes braiding the other braid, and reaches over to grab the hairband and put it on. Then he leans over and kisses the back of her neck, then wraps his arms around her stomach, leaning his chin on her shoulder and hugging her from behind. "All done."

Joan smiles and leans back against him, resting her head against his and her arms over his.

"Thank you," she murmurs. She can't honestly remember if she's ever had a lover braid her hair. She thinks it's unlikely. And yet there is so much love and sweetness and intimacy in it that it almost makes sense that only Ted has done this for her, Ted who is the most loving and sweet man she's been with and with whom she has a far deeper intimacy than with anyone else.

"You're welcome," he murmurs back, closing his eyes. Just sitting there, breathing with her, taking comfort in their closeness. Leaning on her, metaphorically and physically. He loves her so much. "You smell nice," he whispers gently.

It's comfortable and warm there in his arms, and Joan can relax against him without having to use a lot of energy. She closes her eyes as well with a gentle sigh, and brushes her fingertips against the back of his hand.

She smiles. "This really great guy washed my hair twice today," she responds playfully.

"Mmmm, sounds like a keeper," he answers back, just as playfully, turning his head to kiss her neck again. "He must love you very much. Lucky for him."

At least they're taking advantage of Sherlock not being there.

She hums quietly as he kisses her neck again. It feels so nice, and Joan is finding her heart beating just a little faster, her cheeks just a little flushed.

"I love him very much, too," she murmurs. "We're both lucky."

She turns her head to catch his lips in a kiss, a small sound rising from her throat as she does so.

Ted makes a gentle sound of surprise, but kisses her back happily, letting go of her a bit so they can more easily face each other. He can feel the warmth of her cheeks as they kiss.

Joan shifts a little to face him, allowing him to do most of the moving. She reaches out to settle her hands on his waist and parts her lips, inviting him to deepen the kiss. She's not sure how much energy she has to spare, but he did offer earlier to allow her to lie back and enjoy, so perhaps it won't matter too much.

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